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January 22nd,
2008 2:21 pm
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I've been underwater for too long.
It feels good to breathe again.
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November 4th,
2007 8:14 pm
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Yeah, nothing too important has happened except for the fact that I'm now best friends with my ex-best friend again. Does that make sense?
Anyway, I just hope all the same gay shit doesn't get in the way again...it probably will, but whatever. Girls.
One of my best friends and I made a shirt. I had this old Frankenstein shirt that I stole from my friend Josh a couple years ago and I basically only wore it to bed because it was so big on me. Well then I had this awesome idea for it and I had no idea how to make it because I can't sew for shit. So I told my friend Mia about it (who knows how to sew) so she came over and put it together for me. It's not all the way finished yet, we still have to add some of the zebra ribbon on the bottom, but this is what it looks like so far.
Ignore the pink bra...haha.
And another one just for shits.
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October 4th,
2007 5:21 pm
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There's so much anger in my house and I hate it. I want to get out, but I have no where to go. My sister has torn apart our family all for the sake of teen angst and it's tearing me apart just as much. She's blown everything up and has torn apart relationships, even our relationship.
I want to make this known that I love my sister more than anyone else in this entire universe and that she will always come first in my life, but if she's going to go and tell people horrible things about my parents for pity and misconstrue the entire event to make everyone on her side, I'm going to get angry. I love my family. I do, they mean the entire world to me because they're all I have. My parents are amazing, I want to make that clear. They have worked their hands raw to keep us kids with clothes on our backs and a roof over our heads. Having four kids and only one working parent has to be hard, and I've realized this now that I've grown up. Everything that they've ever done for me means so much I can't even put into words. My sister apparently doesn't understand this and the sad thing is that she's almost eighteen. It's one thing to do the things she did if she was thirteen. When you're thirteen you're young and stupid. You want to be rebellious. But when you're almost an adult and you continue to act like a child, it's just down right immature. And the worst part is I'm in the middle. Before my youngest sister Angelina was born, I was in the middle. I was always "The Peace Keeper" and I guess I kept that mentality after she was born. Now I'm still The Peace Keeper and stuck between sides. I know for a fact though that my parents are right in making the decision that they did, but my sister doesn't.
So badly I just want to tell her that the whole situation was indeed her fault and that my parents are right, but that risks her hating me. My sister is the type of person to hold a grudge for years and she's the most valued person in my life and I'm so torn right now. I have no idea what to do. None. I'm stuck.
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October 3rd,
2007 2:20 pm
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I seriously think I should make horror movies. My friends have been telling me this for years. I always have these horrible, graphic nightmares that are potentially good stories. I think I might do it someday. Perhaps.
LA Ink was adorable.
I love Frank. He deserves all the credit he gets. More guys/people should be like him.
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October 2nd,
2007 7:45 pm
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Everyone has apparently fallen off the face of lj.
I was having chest problems recently and thought I was dying.
Realized I was having panic attacks and thought I was going to die even more.
Finally I was able to calm myself down and return back to normal.
I have no idea what my fucking deal was. I guess there's just been a lot of stress with my best friend and the best friend that I just lost. My parents are freaking out because I can't find a job. Colorado is gay like that. Jobs here are shit. The new semester for college is starting soon and I need to get my GED soon if I want to actually go.
I can't believe those assholes waited until a week before I graduate to tell me I'm a credit and a half behind after they had told me I was all ready to go and graduate. I'm still bitter about that.
I missed the episode of LA Ink and I attempted to download it but something went shit with the program. So if anyone has it on Megaupload or Sendspace, please give me the links. I will love you forever.
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September 11th,
2007 9:42 pm
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I'm seriously on this thing every fucking day, but for some reason I just don't post entries.
Anyway, I'm getting a tattoo soon. I have no idea how I'm going to pay for it yet seeing as how I'm eighteen years old, out of high school for almost four months now, and still jobless. This stage in my life really sucks and I wish I could just skip it. I need to do something productive with my life or I'm going to fucking explode. Spontaneous combustion, that's what's going to happen soon.
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August 9th,
2007 9:06 pm
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High school is over forever.
College is starting soon.
I need to buy Projekt Revolution tickets pronto.
And I am in serious need of a job.
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| My Life Is Shit. |
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February 19th,
2007 12:09 pm
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My best friend is a bitch.
I love her, but she's a bitch.
Everytime she gets a boyfriend I start to remember why she's my only friend that's a girl.
I'm pretty sure I have anger management problems now, because all I've been doing for the past three weeks is screaming at everyone.
My days have been reduced to school, home, cry, sleep and yell for like 23598048 hours.
Seriously, it's ridiculous.
So I think I'm pretty much out of a prom date, which sucks really bad because the last thing I wanted to do is go to prom stag. And because a certain kid is a douche, he won't go with me either. But whatever.
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| Oh Jeez. |
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January 25th,
2007 6:54 pm
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Three months until I'm 18.
That's all I have to say.
I'm seriously counting the days.
It's the generation of asshole fathers.
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January 21st,
2007 4:41 pm
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RAWR!
Firefox is ghey.
It makes my layout all stupid.
Oh well.
This weekend was lame as fuuuck. It's like two and a half weeks into the semester and I'm already failing like 3/4 of my classes. Not good. Human Anatomy kicks my ass and so does Algebra 2. I took tests in both of those classes, and yeah. I'm almost 100% positive I failed that one. I should really start paying attention in class but it's hella boring and I have no idea what Salvatore is talking about half the time. So damn. I'm waaaay slacking on my online classes too. I'm just hella fucking tired of it. I just want to graduate already. Ten hours of school a day is ridiculous. I seriously have NO life at all. It's wake up, go to school, come home, do more school. And I don 't get a break on weekends either, not that my parents would let me do anything because they're hell a fucking strict. This week=not a good week at all, but thankfully it's sunday and the week is starting over. I have to make arrangements to pay more attention in class. I seriously have the worst case of senioritis ever in the history of everness.
On a lighter note, my older brother is starting his vacation February 23 so he can celebrate his 21st birthday without having to go to work for the rest of the week. So, since he's a newly found My Chem fan he's looking in on taking me to their concert on March 4th at the Magness Arena in Denver and he'll be on vacation so he can take me. I'm way fucking stoked for it. My Chem > Life. Yeah. If I can't go I'm going to be reeeeaaal sad. I've been saving up and shit for it and my parents know I'll be really upset. It'll be like the fourth concert in a row that I couldn't go to after them saying I could. Hopefully my best friend Jillian will be able to come with us and we'll just like stay the night in Denver or something.I have school the day after the show, but I think my parents will be cool with it. They were for the FOB and FFTL show last April and I had the same plans.
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| My Heart. |
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January 20th,
2007 7:17 pm
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"Hey girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines with sticklike models. Eat healthy and exercise. That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough. You are good enough, you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 3 or a size 14. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person, as long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true. Hey girls, you are beautiful."
- Gerard Way
Seriously, Gerard is the most amazing creature to ever grace this Earth. He gives us all reasons to live.
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January 7th,
2007 5:47 pm
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January 3rd,
2007 7:40 pm
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AGGHHH!
School starts tomorrow. I swear, I'm not ready to go back. The three weeks I had off was too short. I need more time. I can't beleive I only have five more months until highschool is over. I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE. Which is really weird. Yeah. Weird. But I know as soon as I graduate I'm going to be bored as fuck. I still have to clean all the shit out of my binder and backpack from last semester. I'll do that as soon as I'm done chatting with Jillee on myspace. Which is pretty much fucking pointless because I could just call her and clean out my shit at the same time. Oh well.
FUCK.
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January 1st,
2007 12:04 pm
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Yeah, Happy New Year everyone.
I have shitty friends.
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December 31st,
2006 4:16 pm
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So basically I fucking forgot about this.Lmao. But yeah, typical Meggz. But I'm going to try and keep this up considering I ran out of pages in my other personal journal, and I'm waaaaay too fucking lazy to go get a new one.
Yeah.
Well, Christmas was fucking rad. I got my sound system and tv back and everything. I didn't have it for like...since August 11 when my room burnt down.
Yeah, don't ask.
Right at this current moment I'm trying to figure out how to go to the My Chem concert on March 4, but my parents are pretty gay and don't want to drive the hour and a half to Magness Arena. What the fuck ever. Lazy as hell. Anyway, I'm fucking tired. I went to bed at five in the morning because Jillee and I have no idea what sleep is.
I don't know.
Bleh.
I want to go see My Chem.
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| The Fantastical Adventures of Meggz, Bon Bon and Yeshica |
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July 26th,
2006 6:37 pm
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Okay.
So.
At like noon-ish Bon Bon, Yeshica and I went to the mall and ate like huge ass pieces of pizza and Bon Bon had a salad.
Then we went to the new Hot Pocket they opened up but we didn't buy anything.
After that we spent like 23482304 hours trying to find the right exit out of Dillard's and then realized that we actually came in through JC Penny's. Seriously, the mall here is waaaay confusing.
But anyway.
After that we smoked like a half a pack of cigarettes and headed off to this metaphysical store called Faerie Moone with all kinds of neat shit in there.
Theeeeen we headed off down to Metcalfe Park and took all kinds of neato pictures of our amazing adventures on the playground. And of course, some hoe was there that Yeshica hates so Bon Bon gave her the best "I fucking hate you, you dirty ass hoe" look and then we left and came back to my house where we spent two hours loading pictures up on myspace because everyone needs their daily dose of crack.
Finally, Yeshica and Bon Bon left but tomorrow the real adventure begins when we stay the night over there with Tine-fo-fine.
All in all it was a good day!
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| Mhm. Fun days. |
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July 25th,
2006 1:50 pm
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So basically this journal is just for fun.
For randomness.
And seeing as how it's going to be my senior year, I want all the memories here.
So tomorrow I'm going on another adventure with Bonnie, Jessica, and possibly Justine.
We're going to head off to Toys R Us and take neato pictures.
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